Up and down life...
My extended weekend (I didn't go to work on Friday and I called off today as well) was pretty rough at times. Just felt like doing much of nothing. My Mom was worried as usual about my well being. I usually tell her that I'm fine, when sometimes I'm not. I just felt blue most of the weekend, and that is a bit strange for me sometimes cuz I look forward to the weekends.
And I changed my mind once again about going to the class reunion this Wednesday. I had yet another weird dream. The first one that I recall involved me arguing with a former classmate, don't remember who it was exactly, but we were exchanging some fighting words, although we never raised a fist. The latest dream that I had involved me running into my old Advanced Algebra/ Pre-Calculus teacher from high school while walking through a department store. As we walked and talked, I asked her if she was gioing to attend the reunion; she never replied. Although throughout the entire conversation she purchased furs and jewelry and other items. Now that I think about it, that last dream didn't make much sense at all, unless all of those objects symbolized something. I guess I shoulg purchase a dream analysis book and figure things out for myself. It'll keep me busy and entertained at least. And it gives me an excuse to visit Ludlow Ave. located near campus this week. There is this unique atmosphere on that street that is like no other street in the city of Cincinnati. Just unique; its one of those things that you have to experience in order to understand.
Well, there were a few highlights to my weekend. On Thursday, the Bearcats won the crosstown shootout against xavier 75-55 and they also just won earlier tonight against richmond, i forgot what the score was.
And while wondering around the internet, i stumbled upon this site which has a section of free desktop downloads such as this one that I just downloaded. Haven't changed my desktop since I created this one on my own back in the summer. That was the first one that I am really proud of, well, so far. I'm going and try to create more when I get extra bored on those days when I sit around the house like a big ol' couch potato.
Tuesday, December 18, 2001
Wednesday, December 12, 2001
Tuesday, December 11, 2001
Not as cool as i thought he would be, and he's more into me than vice versa. Just wasn't feeling it, sorry.
But in other news, which happens to be good, I recieved an email about the UC Bearcats going to the Motor City Bowl for the second year in a row! They have student tickets available for 50 bucks, which included a one night stay in a hotel, along with transportation, which is hella cool to me. I bugged some of my peoples about going, which reminds me to give some shout-outs to:
(in random order):
Simi
Justin
Mai
Dezzy
Tala
June
*others I forgot (blame my mind, and not my heart! ya'll know I love ya'll anyways! :P)
Since the quarter is over, It's been extra hard trying to catch up with anyone except through email.
I had this weird dream last night about my high school reunion, just in general. All I recall is that I got into an argument with somebody 'cuz they said something wrong to me, and I had to let 'em know what I thought of it. I don't recall any fighting or anything, just an argument. Ridiculous.
But in other news, which happens to be good, I recieved an email about the UC Bearcats going to the Motor City Bowl for the second year in a row! They have student tickets available for 50 bucks, which included a one night stay in a hotel, along with transportation, which is hella cool to me. I bugged some of my peoples about going, which reminds me to give some shout-outs to:
(in random order):
Simi
Justin
Mai
Dezzy
Tala
June
*others I forgot (blame my mind, and not my heart! ya'll know I love ya'll anyways! :P)
Since the quarter is over, It's been extra hard trying to catch up with anyone except through email.
I had this weird dream last night about my high school reunion, just in general. All I recall is that I got into an argument with somebody 'cuz they said something wrong to me, and I had to let 'em know what I thought of it. I don't recall any fighting or anything, just an argument. Ridiculous.
Monday, December 10, 2001
Had to post these lyrics, I love this song!
"No More Drama"
Mary J. Blige
So tired, tired of these drama
No more, no more
I wanna be free
I'm so tired, so tired
Broken heart again
Another lesson learn
Better know your friends
Or else you will get burn
Gotta count on me
Cause I can guarantee
That I'll be fine
No more pain (no more pain)
No more pain (no more pain)
No drama (no more drama in my life)
Noone's gonna make me hurt again
What a player fool
Go through ups and downs
Nowhere and all the time
You wouldn't be around
Or maybe I like the stress
Cause I was young and restless
But there was long ago
I don't wanna cry no more
No more pain (no more pain)
No more game (no more game messin with my mind)
No drama (no more drama in my life)
Nooone's gonna make me hurt again
No more tears (no more tears, I'm tired of cryin everynight)
No more fears (no more fears, I really don't wanna cry)
No drama (no more drama in my life)
I don't ever wanna hurt again
Wanna speak my mind, wanna speak my mind
Uh, it feel so good
When you let go
Avoid these drama in your life
Now you're free from all the pain
Free from all the game
Free from all the stress
So bye your happiness
I don't know
Only God knows where the story is
For me, but I know where the story begins
It's up to us to choose
Whatever we win or loose
And I choose to win
No more pain (no more pain)
No more game (tired of your playin' game with my mind)
No drama (no more drama in my life)
No more, no more, No more, no more
No more tears (no more tears, no more cryin every night)
No more fears (no more waking be up in the morning)
No drama, no more in my life
No more drama, no more drama
No more drama, no more drama
NO MORE DRAMA
NO MORE DRAMA
NO MORE DRAMA
NO MORE DRAMA
NO MORE DRAMA
No more drama in my life
So tired, tired of these drama
"No More Drama"
Mary J. Blige
So tired, tired of these drama
No more, no more
I wanna be free
I'm so tired, so tired
Broken heart again
Another lesson learn
Better know your friends
Or else you will get burn
Gotta count on me
Cause I can guarantee
That I'll be fine
No more pain (no more pain)
No more pain (no more pain)
No drama (no more drama in my life)
Noone's gonna make me hurt again
What a player fool
Go through ups and downs
Nowhere and all the time
You wouldn't be around
Or maybe I like the stress
Cause I was young and restless
But there was long ago
I don't wanna cry no more
No more pain (no more pain)
No more game (no more game messin with my mind)
No drama (no more drama in my life)
Nooone's gonna make me hurt again
No more tears (no more tears, I'm tired of cryin everynight)
No more fears (no more fears, I really don't wanna cry)
No drama (no more drama in my life)
I don't ever wanna hurt again
Wanna speak my mind, wanna speak my mind
Uh, it feel so good
When you let go
Avoid these drama in your life
Now you're free from all the pain
Free from all the game
Free from all the stress
So bye your happiness
I don't know
Only God knows where the story is
For me, but I know where the story begins
It's up to us to choose
Whatever we win or loose
And I choose to win
No more pain (no more pain)
No more game (tired of your playin' game with my mind)
No drama (no more drama in my life)
No more, no more, No more, no more
No more tears (no more tears, no more cryin every night)
No more fears (no more waking be up in the morning)
No drama, no more in my life
No more drama, no more drama
No more drama, no more drama
NO MORE DRAMA
NO MORE DRAMA
NO MORE DRAMA
NO MORE DRAMA
NO MORE DRAMA
No more drama in my life
So tired, tired of these drama
Saturday, December 08, 2001
I'm trying out this bloggerbot program which adds blog entries without logging into www.blogger.com, which is cool. I am still in the process of trying to figure out how it works, that is why the previous entry says 3089324 on it. I was unaware that it updated with just numbers on it. I have so much to learn. But for now, I'm just chillin waiting to see if this one guy that i was chatting with late last night on yahoo! messenger will log on tonight. But i have to be realistic, its satuday night he may be out in somewere doing stuff- whatever that may be. But from what I know of him so far he is cool as hell, I even cut on my cam just to goof around with him, but not like that though, to those of you with gutter minds...you know who you are! :P I swear, I never got so many compliments in one day! It was kinda flattering, lemme rephrase that it was very flattering! And just think, the 3 hour conversation (yes 3 hours) began when he complimented me on my yahoo profile quote...
But like I said, he is cool as hell...
But like I said, he is cool as hell...
Friday, December 07, 2001
I have no clue what to get my buddies for Christmas, so I joined this Secret Santa site as recommended on Blogger's front page to see what they would like to receive as a gift. It works along with the wish lists on amazon.com. Here is my lengthy list.
Wednesday, December 05, 2001
On my way to taking my financial accounting exam this morning, I happened to see something quite odd. I was walking through the campus green and saw a smashed pumpkin, and two empty cans of Coors Light sitting on the ground. I guess someone had a wild night that they will never forget, or try their best forgetting.
For now, I am feeling
right now, that is until I have to leave out again for a 1:30 business statistics exam. I keep telling myself..."if i make it through thursday afternoon, i will be home free..." Well, let's hope so.
After Thursday is over, I can work on updating the blog and my other site too.
Update: I also changed my mind about going to my HS reunion, as i complained about in a previous entry. Maybe I can be a good girl around all of those whom I despised in HS.
One more thing, a Happy Belated Birthday wish to my cousin, who is all the way in Japan right now. Miss ya! Take care!
For now, I am feeling
right now, that is until I have to leave out again for a 1:30 business statistics exam. I keep telling myself..."if i make it through thursday afternoon, i will be home free..." Well, let's hope so.
After Thursday is over, I can work on updating the blog and my other site too.
Update: I also changed my mind about going to my HS reunion, as i complained about in a previous entry. Maybe I can be a good girl around all of those whom I despised in HS.
One more thing, a Happy Belated Birthday wish to my cousin, who is all the way in Japan right now. Miss ya! Take care!
Sunday, December 02, 2001
Friday, November 30, 2001
Friday.Already?
the week went by fast (woo-hoo!) i'm glad that the weekend is here and i am counting down until my last day of finals, which is next thursday!
been thinking (that's rare.. :P) maybe i should remove the Reblogger thingie/application/script/whatever off the site. no one is responding. hopefully they are reading these somewhat daily rants. well, even if anyone isn't reading this stuff, its a good way to let off some steam. notice how i complain at least one in almost all of the entries. I just glanced at the site and it suggests that Blog Back should be installed due to problems with Reblogger.
Ok. so there is some hope that someone is reading this :D
Um, i just continue to read on the install page that they are no longer accepting new users for Blog Back. Oh well, i'll look for something else to use on the site.
That's cool. I would like to revamp the site anyways. Been working on some new artwork for the site with a lot of assistance from the fontalicious dingbats. if you visit the site, be sure to download these dingbats: deejay supreme, chickabiddies, the kids, and superstar dj. Be sure to get the porky's font too. I remember seeing it on this site before in one of the layouts of the past.
the week went by fast (woo-hoo!) i'm glad that the weekend is here and i am counting down until my last day of finals, which is next thursday!
been thinking (that's rare.. :P) maybe i should remove the Reblogger thingie/application/script/whatever off the site. no one is responding. hopefully they are reading these somewhat daily rants. well, even if anyone isn't reading this stuff, its a good way to let off some steam. notice how i complain at least one in almost all of the entries. I just glanced at the site and it suggests that Blog Back should be installed due to problems with Reblogger.
Ok. so there is some hope that someone is reading this :D
Um, i just continue to read on the install page that they are no longer accepting new users for Blog Back. Oh well, i'll look for something else to use on the site.
That's cool. I would like to revamp the site anyways. Been working on some new artwork for the site with a lot of assistance from the fontalicious dingbats. if you visit the site, be sure to download these dingbats: deejay supreme, chickabiddies, the kids, and superstar dj. Be sure to get the porky's font too. I remember seeing it on this site before in one of the layouts of the past.
Monday, November 26, 2001
A.Sweet.Monday (for once)
Ok, the Thanksgiving holiday is over. Now back to some point of normalcy (if that is a word...).
Today has been cool so far for it to be a Monday. My Spanish class was cancelled yet again, due to my teacher being out sick. That'll give me a few extra days to memorize my lines for the spanish oral presentation that I have to do with a classmate of mine, who also happened to attend the same high school as I did. And speaking of high school, I received an email from a good friend of mine last week about an informal get together for the classes of 1987 to 2001 in early December. I'm not sure about going for some reason. I can recall at graduation way back in the year 2000 :P that some people that I was sitting close to were crying because they were leaving high school. Awww, how cute... Man! I couldn't wait until the ceremonies were over! That was the last night that I had to deal with some of those people as classmates! I was free, free!
Ok, ok, that was a bit exaggerated, I do miss my friends, but I was so looking forward to starting a new chapter in my life, the future seemed exciting to me (and it still does). I think going to that impromptu reunion will place me back a little, to a place that I don't prefer to visit again, that being those wonderful yet awkward high school years.
Back to the events of today, things are sweet for it to be a Monday.
But things will drastically change next week....because of finals... :P
Ok, the Thanksgiving holiday is over. Now back to some point of normalcy (if that is a word...).
Today has been cool so far for it to be a Monday. My Spanish class was cancelled yet again, due to my teacher being out sick. That'll give me a few extra days to memorize my lines for the spanish oral presentation that I have to do with a classmate of mine, who also happened to attend the same high school as I did. And speaking of high school, I received an email from a good friend of mine last week about an informal get together for the classes of 1987 to 2001 in early December. I'm not sure about going for some reason. I can recall at graduation way back in the year 2000 :P that some people that I was sitting close to were crying because they were leaving high school. Awww, how cute... Man! I couldn't wait until the ceremonies were over! That was the last night that I had to deal with some of those people as classmates! I was free, free!
Ok, ok, that was a bit exaggerated, I do miss my friends, but I was so looking forward to starting a new chapter in my life, the future seemed exciting to me (and it still does). I think going to that impromptu reunion will place me back a little, to a place that I don't prefer to visit again, that being those wonderful yet awkward high school years.
Back to the events of today, things are sweet for it to be a Monday.
But things will drastically change next week....because of finals... :P
Wednesday, November 21, 2001
busy busy busy
ok. thanksgiving is tomorrow, finals are the first week of december. it's just too much! too busy!
but on an interesting note, why last thursday did i see bizarre from d12 at the downtown mall? in the food court of all places?! seeing bizarre was bizarre! ok, that was a corny statement but hey, how many celebrities do you see on the streets of cincinnati?
that's all the info that i have for now
Happy Thanksgiving!!!
ok. thanksgiving is tomorrow, finals are the first week of december. it's just too much! too busy!
but on an interesting note, why last thursday did i see bizarre from d12 at the downtown mall? in the food court of all places?! seeing bizarre was bizarre! ok, that was a corny statement but hey, how many celebrities do you see on the streets of cincinnati?
that's all the info that i have for now
Happy Thanksgiving!!!
Friday, November 16, 2001
life ain't great now, but it's much improved
-Bubba Sparxxx, Ugly
I've been so caught up with adjusting with the death of my father, that I haven't been blogging at all in the past few weeks. I guess the reason that I quote the song if for the fact that it sums up my entire life right now. I'm feeling as if I am getting closer with some of my relatives, and the bond between me and my friends have greatly strengthened.
It just feels weird not having my Dad around, physically. I'm used to seeing him when I get home from campus on Tuesdays and Thursdays, when he didn't have to go for his dialysis treatments. Sometimes he would open the front door before I could even find my keys in my bookbag. They always managed to sink to the bottom.
I'm gonna miss the small things like that.
I'm also gonna miss how we used to talk about worldly affairs. My Dad knew a lot of stuff. He was smart! :)
For right now, I am adjusting well to not having him here. Without a doubt, I will keep him in my heart. Our house seems so big now, with only my Mom and I there. We've been in that house for over 10 years now. We moved in on my Dad's birthday (Aug. 26) now that I recall.
The house has never felt so empty in my entire life.
An Extra Note: according to the death certificate that my mother just recieved on Wednesday, Dad passed away on the 25 of October, not the 24th as printed on the obituary, in the newspaper, and in all the minds and hearts of all of the people that loved him.
-Bubba Sparxxx, Ugly
I've been so caught up with adjusting with the death of my father, that I haven't been blogging at all in the past few weeks. I guess the reason that I quote the song if for the fact that it sums up my entire life right now. I'm feeling as if I am getting closer with some of my relatives, and the bond between me and my friends have greatly strengthened.
It just feels weird not having my Dad around, physically. I'm used to seeing him when I get home from campus on Tuesdays and Thursdays, when he didn't have to go for his dialysis treatments. Sometimes he would open the front door before I could even find my keys in my bookbag. They always managed to sink to the bottom.
I'm gonna miss the small things like that.
I'm also gonna miss how we used to talk about worldly affairs. My Dad knew a lot of stuff. He was smart! :)
For right now, I am adjusting well to not having him here. Without a doubt, I will keep him in my heart. Our house seems so big now, with only my Mom and I there. We've been in that house for over 10 years now. We moved in on my Dad's birthday (Aug. 26) now that I recall.
The house has never felt so empty in my entire life.
An Extra Note: according to the death certificate that my mother just recieved on Wednesday, Dad passed away on the 25 of October, not the 24th as printed on the obituary, in the newspaper, and in all the minds and hearts of all of the people that loved him.
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